Toby Olson (USA) 1937
Toby Olson was born near Chicago in 1937, but left there at a young age. Through high school and his four years in the Navy as a surgical technician, he lived in California, Arizona, and Texas. After finishing his B.A. in English and Philosophy at Occidental College in Los Angeles, he moved to New York City, where he received an M.A. in English from Long Island University. Olson taught at the Aspen Writers’ Workshop, which he co-founded in the mid-sixties, and at Long Island University and The New School for Social Research before moving to Philadelphia and Temple University in 1975. Today his splits his time between Philadelphia and Cape Cod, where he has done most of his writing over the past thirty-five years.
In addition to poetry and fiction, Olson has been collaborating in recent years with the composer Paul Epstein on various projects, including “Chamber Music: Three Songs from Home,” “Birdsongs,” and two chamber operas, “Dorit,” adapted from Olson’s novel Dorit in Lesbos, and Chihuahua. All of these works have been performed and recorded, and the first two are available on commercial CDs.
Adding to the PEN/Faulkner Award, Olson has received fellowships from the Guggenheim and Rockefeller Foundations, the National Endowment for the Arts, and other organizations.
BOOKS OF POETRY
Maps (Mt. Horeb, Wisconsin: The Perishable Press, 1969); Worms into Nails (Mt. Horeb, Wisconsin: The Perishable Press, 1969); The Hawk-Foor Poems (Madison, Wisconsin: Abraxas Press, 1969); The Brand (Mt. Horeb, Wisconsin: The Perishable Press, 1969); Pig/s Book (New York: Doctor Generosity Press, 1970); Vectors (Milwaukee: Membrane Press, 1972); Fishing (Mt. Horeb, Wisconsin: The Perishable Press, 1973); The Wrestlers and Other Poems (New York: Barlenmir House, 1974); City (Milwaukee: Membrane Press, 1974); Changing Appearance: Poems 1965-1970 (Milwaukee: Membrane Press, 1975); Home (Milwaukee: Membrane Press, 1976); Three & One (Mt. Horeb, Wisconsin: The Perishable Press, 1976); Doctor Miriam (Mt. Horeb, Wisconsin: The Perishable Press, 1977); Aesthetics (Milwaukee: Membrane Press, 1978); The Florence Poems (London: Permanent Press, 1978); Birdsongs (Mt. Horeb: The Perishable Press, 1980); Two Standards (Madison, Wisconsin: Salient Seedling Press, 1982); Still/Quiet (Madison, Wisconsin: The Landlocked Press, 1982); Sitting in Gusevik (Madison, Wisconsin: Black Mesa, 1983); We Are the Fire (New York: New Directions, 1984); Unfinished Building (Minneapolis: Coffee House Press, 1993); Human Nature (New York: New Directions, 2000)
╬Winner of the PIP Gertrude Stein Awards for Innovative Poetry in English
Reversal of Fortunes
Beyond the orchestrated placement of the child’s hands,
fingers laced among seemingly strewn flowers,
in one of a number of cities
where multitudes are allowed still to blossom,
men out of uniform at the periphery
photograph the bearers,
whose burden seems light as a feather
and might actually rise up,
as borne on the Prophet’s robes.
It’s Sunday; it might be any day
in the recording,
everything soon to be solved,
and above the newspaper,
hard rain holds acid in the early light
streaking my windows and disordered thoughts;
puddles rise into rivers
along the gravel walkways,
stones vibrant and variously
as the world’s children, as if bathed in oil.
[Who would treat my body
to such soothing pleasure,
sisters, mother, my grandmother?
Better to have felt my limbs in their hands
at some earlier time.]
The grandmother once played by his gramophone,
a reversal of fortune, in a photograph
of a life spent wholesomely in a quiet town.
Bearers, can you spare a dime, for travel,
for the reversal of fortune of a child whose body
is quiet-town-wholesome, for a spent life?
[In a tape recording played by my grandmother],
on a gramophone, sisterhood to a spent life.
Is a dime given for quiet travel, wholesomely?
[I have nowhere to go, my grandmother’s quiet town?]
The river reverses the fortunes of fishermen.
The streets become littered with bodies and gramophones.
The repetitious recording of the river is vicious
travel reversal of fortunes for spent children
who play gramophones along parkways and quiet streets.
[A dead town, a town for mothers] to spend life’s dime.
Those who are wholesome are heard only on gramophones
or on tape recorders, spared for quiet travel reversals.
[If they had just oiled my ruined body, if they had just
laced long fingers between my piggy toes.]
The casual machine of childhood, a dime spun quietly
for travel, vicious restrictions, a tape’s reversal,
so that one listens to fortunes spilling from grandmothers.
Or from rivers of gramophones, wholesome fishermen who are
tape recorders, unfortunate children along ruined parkways.
Each reversal turns littered streets to a spent quiet-town.
A dead town, a town or reversals and restrictions,
of a life spent on rivers littered with spent fishermen,
broken recorders. [I have nowhere to play, for fortune.]
The body is lifted now casually into the sun;
the grandmothers beat at their clothing.
Perhaps the flowers are falling
into the hair of the sisters,
the mothers who stumble
into the cameras’ perspectives.
But the bearers have been recorded,
these spent fishermen in this quiet town
[a dead town] of reversals and restrictions.
I am fortunate in this stormy day,
these river pathways.
[If only it would rain
to silence my grandmother and her gramophone,
to wash away this spent litter.
If only they could spin
a dime for travel.]
My grandmother tells a story of reversal in a dead town,
a tape recording of the police chief, now a mortician,
his spent marriage, his son, his wife’s gramophone.
[I fly for refuge unto the Lord of the daybreak],
to the dead-town marriage motel’s violent restrictions
beside rivers littered with fortunes of dead children.
Reversal of a casual machine, the gramophone, multitudes
of pills to commemorate their union. [That He may deliver me
from the mischief of those things which He hath created.]
And rushes with his son on the spent dime, wholesomely
in the quiet town, passing rivers littered with fishermen,
tape recordings, photographs, everything soon to be solved.
No pills, but a barrel at her temple as the door opens again
and again, vicious repetition. [And let not compassion
toward them prevent you from executing the judgment.]
Now the litter is lowered down into the quiet town,
the body wrapped up in the flowers,
child-size in the winding-sheets.
Yet the vicious recording continues
in photographs, gramophones of the grandmothers,
tape recordings of the sisters.
A dead town of the mothers,
everything soon to be solved
not by fishermen, seemingly strew flowers
on the unfortunate banks of reversed rivers,
not by the spinning of dimes spared
for quiet travel or arrival
into His taped presence
[who hath created man of congealed blood]
in a litter of gramophones along spend parkways.
A quiet town of police chiefs and morticians,
rivers along gravel walkways, vibrant and variously
multitudinous as the world’s children bathed in oil.
A dead town, a town of reversals and restrictions,
of violent fortunes in gramophones and honeymoon litter,
so that a wife can spin dimes for a smoking barrel.
The repetitious recording of the reversed river is vicious
highway of the bearers lifting burdens on the Prophet’s robes.
Those who are wholesome are heard only on gramophones.
The casual machine of childhood travel, flying for refuge,
passing by parkways and rivers littered with spent fortunes.
The strewn fishermen, who might be fathers, are restricted.
Out of uniform at the periphery, photographs, on a dime spent
for litter of dead children, broken gramophones and mothers.
Sudden reversal of the casual machine, doth not prevent them.
[He will assist you against your enemies
and will set your feet fast, but not for travel,
that reversal of a fortune in my piggy toes.
If they had just
laced long fingers between them,
had oiled my body,
even with slick sludge
in rivers littered from passage of His
amphibians through them,
who is provided with everything
and suffers not the work of any worker.]
The rain releases its fortunes into the dead town.
Petals fall like bright dimes into the sisters’ hair.
The river reverses again and is cleansed of litter.
His grandmother’s gramophone and tape recorder are spun
on a dime quietly, for travel, for maps of the town
no longer viciously restricted to men out of uniform.
No longer restricted to police chiefs and morticians,
their sons, and their wives reversing fortunes of pills
for smoking barrels at the doorways of marriage motels.
The casual machine of childhood, wholesome fishermen
beyond the barricades, everything soon to be solved.
The rain reversed the fortunes of the dead town’s creation.
A quiet town, rain water, burdens light as a feather.
In your last dream, He will lift you on the Prophet’s robes
and will admit you into gardens, through which rivers flow.
Reprinted from Golden Handcuffs Review, Summer-Fall 2005. Copyright ©2005 by Toby Olson.